New Year's Resolutions:Bye Bye Year 2013

Wanted to give my dear blog an update before 2013 ends.

So...

2013's last Tuesday huh?

I have totally no idea on what to say actually ☺

2013 has been a very very very busy year for me.

Especially so because I've been at war with the exams a.k.a the SPM.

Also,

I've planned a Graduation Dinner along with my fellow partners.

Besides that,

I've also gone to the Comic Fiesta, which is a convention held at Suria KLCC ☻

This year was filled with many many things,

Conflicts, dilemma, and confusion.

I'm still confused on how the human thinking actually works.

During the dinner project,

I found that, people in  team have many ideas and point of views.

Those ideas tend to break apart and separate if  either party is not at a mutual agreement.

What I discovered is that to fully apply teamwork,

One team must always utilize and try their best to fit all the ideas in one big plan.

But still teamwork in that project didn't appeal to me much.

We did not really make the cut, nor did we get the numbers right.

This proves that: we must always plan for the worst, not the best.

Next up, went shopping last Sunday.

Got some new clothing items that I've never actually fancied during my pre-teens

Well, people have to change right?

My resolutions are not quite clear yet but one thing is sure:

I'll protect my pride, honor and dignity with all my strength, even if it costs me my mentality.

Pride, honor, respect, trust, dignity....

All of these are what I'm after even after all the years.

I want people to respect me as a person,

I want to protect my pride as a person,

I want my honor to remain intact with me,

I want to try to trust someone.

And maybe someday, I'll learn to forge bonds with a person.

Bonds are certainly hard to form and must be handled with extreme care.

☺

Mainly, Id like to make my New Year a blast!

I'm not really an expert when it comes to socializing with people,

I'm a mild introvert maybe?

I'm not entirely sure on that matter though ☺

I think I should be more outgoing in the new year?

Hmm...

I'll give that a thought (maybe *smirks*)

I'm also on the path of attending my driving class on January 2014!

Excited as this is the first and last time I'll go to driving school XDD

Hopefully everything will go as planned for me !

Really excited about that...☻

Gonna start my new school year on April though!

2014..

My SPM results are like so close to me right now, 

I'm worried, honestly!

I've never thought achieving my goals in the academic realm was THIS important to me.

Maybe 'cause all the pep talks and motivation camps say this:

SPM is like your future, get it wrong and screw your future FOREVER!

-.-

Motivating indeed.

So...

I think that's all ,

Bye 2013 =)