2012永别了！Welcome 2013!

终于来到了2012的最后一天了。

有很多很多人都说去哪里倒数，哪里庆祝，哪里蒲。

而我就睡觉度过~

没有什么事比睡一场好觉来的重要。

突然觉得自己有点像猪猪了啦~

受不了自己那么的懒惰~

明天，继续寻找新年衣服！

呵呵！

新的一年就应该有新的开始！

拿了明年的课本我发现：

我明天就正式登上senior and Form 5!

So sad T^T

没有什么时间让自己胡闹，让自己放松了。

紧绷的心情应该随时随刻跟随自己。

为了考试，为了前途。。。拚了！

如果再不努力真的什么也没有了，一定要达到自己的目标！

部可以让自己失望！

我要 7 A/10 A

就算没有full A也要有7 A！

不管怎样，我都要！

然后也是时候想想自己以后向往那一个方向前进了。

我还没想到阿！

怎么办？

我梦寐以求的大学/学院生活到底会怎样？

好期待啊！

希望是一个顺利的吧！

呵呵！2013，我来了！

May all the glory and joy follow me always =)

2013, I'm 60% ready!

Bye 2012, Welcome 2013!

30/12/12..Forever Remember This Day

2 days before the New Year, 

Something happened to me...AGAIN!!

This case was the worst though -3-

Argh! 

What happened to me?

Well....I got pickpocket-ed!

I lost my IC and RM300 cash -.-

It was like....SH**

But it gave me an experience that even in high class shopping malls,

Pickpockets still exist!

-3-

I knew I should have spent it all on that Valentino bag that I loved so much!

I also had the taste of getting to do a police report at a police station!

I felt like it was a bit slow though.

Well...hopefully I can recover my IC before anything happens to it!

Luckily I'm still underage for almost everything that an adult could do =D

Hopefully it doesn't end up at the hands of a "Ah Long" T^T

Argh -.-

Pissed and seriously pissed!

To all pickpockets out there:

If you have perfect hands like these,use them wisely and rightly!

If you have no other choice,make your own choice

If you are desperate,go find a suitable job!

Ugh!

Fine, forget the old and welcome the new!

One day you pickpockets will realize how wrong it is to do such things -.-

May all pickpockets realize it!

Most important...

May all un-cautious people like me, be more cautious!

That's all.

PS:Luckily it wasn't on 31/12/12 XD

Questioning Friendship

Finally I have some inspiration to post something!!

Let's start!

自从2010年开始我一直没办法释怀那件事，

那件事的阴影也跟随了我2年，

那件事让我自卑，让我信心大跌，

我也紧紧抓住了那件事2年。

我想，也应该是时候放下，是时候让自己从新开始。

今年也有发生不愉快。

今年的生日的前几天，我感到被忽略，被遗忘。

就从那天起，我就感觉自己是多余的，不被需要的。

那所谓的友谊只是漂亮的谎言，

到现在，我还是对这份所谓的友谊感到质疑。

或许是我自己想得太多，或许是我自己误会得太深。

8 月的时候，我因为没有能力融入，没有能力发表自己的想法而感到沮丧。

真的真的非常不好受。

感觉上我根本是不被需要的。

这也让我对这份友谊起了很大的质疑。

到底它可以走的多远？到底它可以坚持到多久？

就在12月我们出门的时候，我看到了。

原来我们那么的不同，那么的遥远。

你们4个人总是伴随着彼此的步伐，而我一直坚持着自己的步伐。

自己独自用那些大大的步伐一直往前走，

或许就是因为这些我才那么敏感。

我现在说这些虽然没什么用，也没什么效果。

但我还是想让你们知道，为了你们放慢脚步，我很辛苦。

昨天我想起了我生日的前几天。

如果我没有像当天那样突然翻脸，你们会意识到你们忘了什么吗？

如果我没有在面子书上发贴文，你们会那么关心我吗？

我不知道你们会不会。

说真的，我开始对你们没信心了。

如果我真的没有什么行动没有什么表示，你们真的会意识到我心疼了吗？

你们会吗？

也许你们会说是我想太多，也会说友谊是没有互相瞒骗的。

这些我听了很多遍。

你们到底需要些什么才能看得见我也很需要被人在乎。

我不像5号那样脆弱，我不像2号那么开朗，我也不像4号那么宽容。

但我更不像你1号那么积极。

我是我，我是独一无二的3号。

我是突然多出来的3号。

我不是怕被人遗忘，我是憎恨被人遗忘。

If I didn't do all those things,

Would any of you realize what am I doing and what am I feeling?

You guys have never experienced what I've been through!

I posting this, is not to attack anyone in any matter!

But to ask all of you this:

If I did not do anything, if I just kept quiet,

Would all of you appreciate me or even REALIZE I exist?

I'm starting to really doubt the trust and belief I gave in this friendship!

Don't tell me the same old thing that you told me in the past!

If any of you really cared, you'd remember me, no matter who I am.

You didn't just forgot, you never even had the means to remember it.

Even at shopping our paces are different.

Non of you make any effort to actually care about me at the front.

What am I? A puppet or a stuffed doll?

It's not just shopping, it's everything.

I'll forgive you guys once but never twice or thrice.

One is your limit.

You mess up once, that's it.

I don't mean to kick anyone in their backs!

I just want to know the answers to the questions that I asked.

I'm not metal, I'm not cold blooded, 

I'm made of flesh and I'm warm blooded.

I'm tired with this!

If I want something done, I'd have to take actions!

Where as the other 4 just got each other's backs.

Yeah, real nice.

No action no response. Nice start!

I'm tired, fed up, sad and pissed off.

I'm tired too you know.

Maybe I'm different from all of you,

From thinking to attire.

So, if I didn't do anything,

If I'd just kept quiet, if I hadn't done something

Would you guys even realize that I'm just a normal person and that you've always neglected me?

Answer this in an answer that can satisfy me.

Update, Ms.Carmen Signing In =)

Hey!!

I'm back for updating again!

This time I wanna talk about myself, AGAIN xD

Again xDD

Haha!!

So let's start!

I'm currently working on my MapleStory Series, The Love of a High School Girl!

Hopefully I can make 20 episodes or so =P

Hehe!

The next thing, my Chinese New Year Shopping!

I'm going to shop till I drop!

Shoes, bags, clothes!

I want them all!!

Wohoho!!

I've fallen in love with the Louis Vuitton Alma Vernis bag!

It's design is classy and elegant xD

But of course, I can't afford it xDD

Hopefully it's sold in somewhere else other than the Louis Vuitton shops/internet

Hehe~~

I want it <3 p="p">

Hopefully I can find a fake one xDD

The original version costs about RM5000!

Can't afford that can I? xD

So...that's it I suppose!

See you next time my dear bloggie!

Review on a Movie...Rise of the Guardians

OK! Here we go!

Yesterday, I and my family went to watch a movie called....

Rise of the Guardians!

Characters in it are as follows....

Santa Claus, Jack Frost, Tooth Fairy, Easter Bunny, Sandman, Boogeyman! 

Now for the review!

It's a really inspiring movie!

Well it is even though it's a cartoon!

Well I think my 2 fav. characters are Boogeyman and Santa!!

Why you ask? Why the Boogeyman?

Cause he reminds me of myself =')

Afraid of not being believed in, constantly in the shadows!

Not to be realized and believed in =')

Boogeyman sort of reminds me of how sad I was and how dark my fears are =)

Sweet isn't it?

He also "told" me that fear is always exists!

Sort of told me xDD

Well, he reminds me of what I am and what's inside of me!

Well, it is like sort of who I am =P

Always negative in ALL sorts of ways xDD

Well on to Santa!

Santa is just a really GREAT character in there!

He says that his eyes can see wonders in EVERYTHING!

I wished that my eyes could see wonder in everything too, but I can't =P

There's just too much insecurity and FEAR inside =P

Boogeyman is right, fear never leaves.

But Santa is right too, see wonder in EVERYTHING you experience!

He sees wonder in every little thing!

Even in the darkest times he sees wonder!

How cool, I wish I could do the same as well =P

Well I didn't say I couldn't but rather I didn't want to try =]

I'm afraid of being hurt like the old days =')

Santa and Boogeyman are right!

Hope exists where fear lies!

Where fear lies, hope is always near.

So actually hope and fear can exist at the same space.

I'm always seeking new inspiration to like....start all over again =)

I want to live a new life and forget every hurtful thing =)

I wanna feel like I'm not abandoned.

And I also wanna see wonders in EVERYTHING!

Where you believe, there is always hope.

Where you despair, there is always fear.

So fear or wonder?

Fear and wonder =P

Good night =)

I Seriously Need...a WIG!!

OMG!

头发终于到了最讨厌的时期那就是。。。尴尬期！

不长不短！超像要把它剪掉的说！

可是我明明说留长但现在又说要剪，会不会很浪费啊？

想买假发可是又怕预算超标。

真是矛盾啊~~

我超级想买假发的！

天啊，可是网购我又不懂怎么buy!!

What Should I Do?!!

Maple...Maple and...More MapleStory!!

OMG...

Finally I have acheived LVL 144 in MapleStory!!

Still a LONG way to go!

My target level is....200!!

OK!!

Going to abandon all MAT and focus on my MapleStory more =)

My target is to get....a INT Von Leon belt, Kenta's Goggles and...CZak helm!!

There's a lot more but I'm lazy to list it out here xD

Hmm...

My life as a teenage girl sure revolves A WHOLE LOT around gaming! xD

So what?

Who says that girls are not supposed to indulge themselves in online games?

No one right?

HOHO!!!

So I'm going to achieve that target before SPM comes xDD

If I can't, I'll set it to lvl 160 =P

I think I can do that within this year!

Teheeeeh!!!

Wish me luck then <3 p="p">

Come Back For Fun!!

Ohoho!!

亲爱的姐妹跟我说了一个很大的秘密哦！

我也真的被她吓倒一下！

没想到你竟然会暗恋一个人哦~

坏蛋，没有快点和我说~

我很希望看到你对他或他对你告白呢~

快去快去！

嘻嘻！

我真的没想到呢！

现在呢虽然想要恋爱的诱惑很迷人，

但是我绝不会屈服！

我一定可以度过3年的单身，突破自己的纪录！

暂时不爱了啦！

我要突破自己，让那些看不起我的人后悔！

我一定可以的~

我可以叫别人对喜欢的人告白但为什么我却不能呢？

我的却很胆小。

我害怕被拒绝，还怕被伤害，还怕忘不了那个人。

真的好麻烦哦！

为什么要有喜欢这个感觉存在阿！

搞不明白呐！我需要专人的解释！！

天啊，我怎么可以让区区一个喜欢阻扰我的目标呢？

不行！

我一定要用100个方法来把那个没用的感觉给赶走！

我不想要像上次一样，一场欢喜一场空。

我不喜欢我不喜欢！

我喜欢鞋子，衣服，包包，手机，家人，朋友！

够了，不说爱情。

友情方面算是理想啦，不过还是要谢谢各位能够忍耐我的情绪化。

我知道今年不是一个很好的友谊年份，

也因为许多我的抱怨，我的情绪化也特别的严重。

也因为这样所以友谊出现了一些裂痕。

班上的事情更加不用我说了了。

在班上我是一无是处，我就像个讨人厌的苍蝇。

我不停的控制自己在班上的脾气，

我努力把我和别人的距离拉近，但我就是没办法达到那个效果。

不管我多努力，我还是那么的没地位。

怎么比我还是输得很彻底。

每次都要我退一步，哪有谁来为我退一步？

Every time I get this: Kesiannya XX, pandainya XX!!

When I get good results it's like: Kantoi lai, cikgu pilih kasih, tiru punya lah!

WTH is wrong with you people!!!

I hate the class, I hate the people in it!

I've had enough!

Even if I got a better result then XX I won't have the same treatment!

It's always about XX

I've had enough!

Who's gonna kesian me when I'm having problems?

NOBODY!

So typical and so realistic!

It's always about her isn't it?

Well you guys can just scram from my life!

I've seen enough! I know that I'm not wanted!

ENOUGH!

I'm already tired enough.

I don't wanna involve myself anymore with you people.

PEACE OUT !

BuaiBuai 爱情

BuaiBuai爱情生涯！

我准备对明年的重点生涯产生极大的变化！

我要像个女生！

现在还未达到那样的目标啦~

还有，我要让我的学业有着大大的进步，

尤其是物理还有高级数学！

它们都得好好进步一番啊！

其实我各方面的科目都得好好进步一下啊！

不要因为失败而绝望！我一定行！我要超越某某人！

哼！等着瞧，我可以的！

就算没有像她那样完美，但我还是会继续努力。

没有人是完美的，对不？

如果完美了那还有什么意义可言？

完美就代表再也没有进步的空间了，再也没有更改的需要了。

完美，不一定万能。

爱情方面，我就隔着不碰了。

虽然看着朋友们都好像幸福满面的我很羡慕。

但是我不会因为这样而放弃直道19岁才拍拖的念头！

给我3年，我一定比现在更成熟，更稳重，更会看得开。

爱情对我来说还是一个很神秘的话题。

我懂得如何说服别人但不懂得如何说服自己。

我会对别人说勇敢地去和他/她告白，

但我却没办法让自己勇敢地去和自己心意的对象告白！

这是怎么一回事啊！

就是因为这样我才会错过那么多的机会啊！

就因为我不敢。

遗憾啊，遗憾！

算了，等多3年我可能就会有那股勇气了吧？

对，再等多一下下吧，我一定可以鼓起勇气的！

等我成熟了再来爱我好不好？

等我啊！

Memories...Ignored =P

Heihei!!

我回来了！

到最后每次回来的都是只有我一个人的呐~

对呀，每次到最后都是我一个人称霸场面的呀。

算了算了！

今天不提这些！

我正式宣布我要忘掉所有和你的曾经，回忆还有甜蜜！

忘掉所有，从新开始。

没有你的日子里，

我学会了如何度过单身生活，如何利用时间补充纳闷。

没有你也让我知道原来承诺只是遥远的美丽。

成长了，同时也放开了许多不堪回首的回忆。

我放开了，我不爱了。

再也不会追求什么有人来爱护我什么的。

我自己保护自己，自己爱护自己不就好了吗？

人家说寂寞难耐，但我真的受得了！

没人陪伴而已嘛，没什么大不了的！

想问你，你还记得我们之间的承诺吗？还记得勾勾手指的承诺吗？

我看你是不记得了的，我还记得。

不过我也是时候把它忘掉了啦！我还有别人在等着我来守护！

已经不再怀念那些回忆了，不用担心。

我很厉害对不对？

分手时没有哭得死去活来，没有闹得天翻地覆。

我就是我啊，没办法。

你不喜欢我，未来一定会有别人喜欢我！

没关系，今年我的买多多计划一定行！

到时候一定会有人喜欢我的！

和你的回忆就再也不见了！

保重!

Sorry That I Miss U ='|

单身快乐，祝我快乐，我可以找到更好的~

每当自己寂寞的时候总会想起你的踪影、

脑海里出现那些该死的回忆、

真是的、

明明说好了要彻底的忘记你的背叛、

但怎么知道你突然跑回来跟我道歉、道歉？

你的道歉我接受、

但这不到表我原谅你、

你要我怎么从新面对一个曾经背叛自己的人？

就算你做得到，我也不可能做到。

不好意思，我，张嘉敏，没办法办到。

你要的原谅我已经给了，

你还想我怎样？

难道你以为我还可以像以前一样，

笑嘻嘻的回去你的身旁？

已经发生的再也无法回头，

这个你应该很清楚才对。

毕竟你比我有经验，有想法。

我还不够成熟，我的思想还没那么的灵敏。

没有你那么的开放，也没你那么的想得开。

对不起，我也只是个16岁的未成熟少女，

我没办法真正的判断什么是对，什么是错。

也许我的判断只是凭着自己的直觉来决定，

但凭直觉是一个最不正确的方法，

我连自己以后的志愿都还搞不清楚，

恋爱这回事还是免了吧~

等我学会判断了我看你也不会在等待一个无知的小妹妹吧？

要我回去，不可能。

你愿意等我也好，我也不可能会再回去。

你也不会是像以前一样的那个你，我也不会像以前一样的那个我。

彼此都会有一定的改变，

不管是在思想，个性或者是外形，

都一定会有所改变。

这个毕竟是人生必经过的一个过程。

你会改变，我也会改变。

如果以后遇见你，

你依然是以前的那个你，我也许会考虑。

但你再也不会是以前的那个你了，

随着年龄的增长，大家都有了不同的思想。

这个问题我暂时没办法正面的回答你，

我自己也不知道未来是如何，

也不敢说我想要的未来是如何。

因为，我不想一场欢喜一场空。

不好意思，我想说的就是这样。

顺其自然，

大家一年后见面吧！

如果有一天你想起我的好，那请你永远记住，

曾经有一个女孩在你身边，

不顾形象的付出一切让你开心。

就算遭受背叛，她也那样默默地祝福你的幸福。

这个人就是我！

请你永远记得！

以后未必有人可以像我那样开放的祝福你。

最后我想说的是：

祝你还有她幸福，我会慢慢的等待那个爱我的人出现！

如果出现在路口的还是你，

那我就认了吧~

目前我就祝福你，一定要和她幸福下去 =')

最后一次，对不起，我又想起你了 ='|

Admit What You Like``勇于承认

我又来啦！

最近都比较懒的上来布置了。

其实阿，我不是懒惰，而是没有灵感布置！

怎么办！

我要我的部落格是美美的！

但是就是找不到灵感！

这个是什么啊！

呜呜~

单身的生活真爽快！

要玩多少电脑游戏都不用恢复别人的信息！

呵呵！

这次我要说了哦！

我就是喜欢比较粉嫩公主款的东西~

怎样？

很不习惯这样突然的我吧！

以前总是以为喜欢粉红色就很做作。

但现在我认为只要是好看的粉红色都好漂亮！

粉嫩的手表，蕾丝短袜！

这些我都爱上了！

还有一个我现在寻找着的风格：

女人摇滚风！

不单只是淑女粉嫩的风格哦！

女人+靴子+军装服！

爱上了，爱上了！

爱上你们我不后悔呀！

年尾的扫货活动，我一定去！

买多多的衣服把自己打扮得非常好，

让那些曾经讽刺我的人统统后悔！

哼！

你们统统看好了！

我一定会改变，不会让你们再讽刺我了！

呵呵！

找有减价的店家进行扫货！

嘻嘻！

今天就这样了啦！

晚安~~

End Of Story =P

Back For Fun!!

Woohoo!

It's been a long time since I rushed 6 levels in one day!

Woots Mercedes!!

In front of the comp for 3 hours and 6 levels!!

Nice =)

Maple Maple and More Maple~~~!!!!!

I Lurve Maple!! <3 p="p">

Holiday started with COMP GAMES!! <3 p="p">

I'm a nerdy girl -3-

So what?

Games are for every one right?

Right?? 

Of Course It's Right =P

That's all for today =)

Goodnite =D

Back For Update! 我回来了！

我终于回来了！

真的超级想念在这儿写下自己的心情地说！

除了兴奋还是兴奋啊！

假期离我不远了啦！

我真的很期待这次的假期啊！

除了喜欢假期还是喜欢假期啊！

如果突然我的假期结束了那该怎么办！

我会很闷，很闷的呱？

算了，假期就让它这样好好的过去~

我也不打算怎么去破坏这个美丽的假期~

假期迟点再说~

目前为止，我在乎的是。。。

自己的前途！

对！

就是前途！

我会好好地把握在眼前的机会！

总有一天我会比ta更灿烂！

我一定会！

可能我没ta那么的有能力，

没ta那么的受保护，受瞩目，

但我会找到那份属于我的阳光，那份只有我可以开启的才华！

我不是没才华，我只是还没找到自己的才华而以。

对于感情方面呢，

目前我还没有什么打算。

想要安安静静的过一个学生妹该过的生活。

玩电脑，玩电话，扫地，考试，读书！

和家人朋友一起玩，一起闹，一起翻~

这个就是一个学生的生活咯~

感情对我来说没什么的，

只是看你什么时候会遇上对的人，什么时候遇上错的人。

遇到错的人那就别一错再错，

遇到对的人那就好好把握。

什么时候恋爱我也不清楚，我现在想要享受生活，

享受着一个不被所谓不长久的爱情束缚的生活~

没有爱情我也很好，

我有家人，有朋友，有很多很多的人关心我，

少了一个爱情那又如何？

我总想着，

如果真的那么好，让一个笨蛋喜欢上我，

那我一定是在做梦。

怎么可能会有人喜欢我？

除非他的眼睛，脑袋都出现问题吧，

有哪个活在现今世界的男生会喜欢我啊？

所以。。。

爱情不是我的菜，除非我疯了~

对阿，张嘉敏，你真的疯了！！

都那么多的教训了你还不知悔改？

醒一醒吧！

世界上没有真爱，没有永远，没有可以实现的承诺！

爱情根本不存在！

对，在我的世界没有像其他恋人一样的真爱，

也该醒来了。

睡够了，醒来吧~

是时候醒一醒的了！

醒来了，披上坚硬的外壳，勇往直前！

我会变得比以前好100倍，我一定会让你刮目相看！

我一定行！加油啊，张嘉敏！

Not Over You =)

Not Over you anymore =)

不再想起曾经属于你和我的那个甜蜜。

不再回想也是件好事啊，

至少我不用天天都那么的不自在。

我可以过我想过的生活，

我可以想我想要的东西。

没有了你，让我觉得其实生活更精彩。

没有了你，

我才发现原来我错过那么多的东西。

我发现原来我爱的是时尚，

我喜欢的手机是Samsung Galaxy Note II

有很多很多我都喜欢，

只是那时候没办法喜欢。

现在终于有机会让我好好的喜欢了。

没有你也没什么大不了，

只不过生活中少了一个可以宠我的人而已，

没什么的。

我现在终于看清我想要的是什么、

我喜欢的是什么、

连我享受的是什么我都知道了。

有家人，有朋友开开心心的，

有什么不好？

比起跟你的那个时期真的好很多。

我再也不需要你了、

你可以开开心心的离开，

和你喜欢的那个她幸福下去。

曾经我认为我没有办法开开心心的祝福你幸福，

现在，

我诚心诚意的祝福你：跟她一起幸福下去。

Wish Both Of You A Happy Life =)

Memories``回忆

我总是认为忘不了一个人没什么大不了，

只要我不想我不闹那就可以了，

可是回忆还是一步一步地慢慢渗入脑海里。

谁叫我是一个那么怀旧的人啊？

第一次看见你，

心跳大概有190以上吧？

呵呵~

我还真好笑呐，

明明知道我和你没有过去，没有未来，没有现在

我到现在都搞不清楚为什么自己会喜欢上你？

就像我的一个朋友说的：

有些人就是不知道他哪里好，但就是那么的喜欢。

这句我有点认同。

喜欢上不该喜欢的人，

这点我承认了，也该放弃希望了.

Am I right?

Forgetting is forever the best medicine =|

If I have no trace of you in my memories....

If I had not met you that day =|

If....

If....I hadn't believed in myself....

It would've been better wouldn't it?

I really wished that I could just stay and watch =')

But....

I can't can I?

Goodnite and Goodbye ='|

属于我的风格、 Style

最近都看到网上的一些衣着风格，

突然觉得好有趣！

尤其是日本甜美风格！

我大大的爱上了它！

爱上你不需要理由~

这次，真的得让自己好好的改造一下咯！

嗯！

这次我绝对不会再输给你了咯！

我一定会赢！

这次，我会彻底的让所有曾经看不起我的人后悔。

看不起我的你们等着瞧，

我会成功给你们看，

我的功力可不是那么的弱，

我的人可不是那么的脆弱，

我会让你后悔抛弃我，

记住你对我说的话，

等我成功了你别在我面前假捏捏的说想要和我在一起。

我再也不吃这一套。

要骗人找别人去！

我中了第一次就再也不会有第二次。

其实我应该谢谢你才对呢。

是你让我成长了，

是你让我知道原来感情来得不易，

这些都是你让我知道的，


所以你说我是不是应该say thank you?

Thanks =)

Still Thinking About You

Still Thinking About You...

-.-

我记得我说过走了就不要再回来

但是你知不知道其实我真的很想要你回来

你有没有想过其实我也只是一个外硬内软的家伙？

我是一个巨蟹座女孩

我不善于表达自己

我更不善于甜言蜜语

有些事情真的是回不了头

我也不会顾虑什么

但是我连发梦的权利都没有吗？

你连我那小小的自尊也要把它摧毁

我是一个巨蟹座的女孩

自尊对我来说比任何一样东西都来得重要来得美好

我的自尊是任你那样摧毁的吗？

你有没有想过

我也是有自尊有尊严还有威严的吗？

看来，

你没有想过

白痴，

你真的很白痴！

我很弱，我承认。

我比任何人都来得脆弱，

你为什么还要往我伤口撒盐？

你明明知道

讨厌我？

你可以怨我，恨我

但就是不要碰到我的自尊心。

一切一切你都不知道对吧？

算了，

过去的就让它过去。

最后一次我想说：

对不起，我后悔爱上你了。

Single, Welcome Back =)

Welcome back my darling single life =)

I've never really left you have I?

Single, free and sexy? xD

I'm not, I'm just single and free xD

Sexy...not even a bit xDD

I'm not really loosing it without you,

I'm happier without you,

I love life this way,

Freedom for a while,

Enjoyment with just friends and family,

I don't have to care about a third party =)

Honestly,

I think that I'm WAY better without you =)

Single life has ALWAYS been the best =)

I just love it =)

Tonight's event...MOON CAKE FESTIVAL PARTY!!

Yeah!!

Ready up for tonight =P

2 Months...GG.com!

Wow, it's just been 2 months and...GG.com!

Like what?

OMG =.=

Just 2 months?

Fast speed of yours,

I just couldn't catch up with your speed!

I always thought that the promises that you made were all going to be true,

The stupid promises that I believed in,

Well as I could see,

You didn't keep it

You never really thought of keeping it,

I'm doubting the first sincere look you gave me,

I shouldn't have trusted you  =__=

I trusted you and now, 

I'm the one who's being dumped,

How I wish that I could just turn back time =.=

I'd give anything to stop myself from trusting you.

You said you'd protect my pride,

You said you'd protect my heart,

You said you'd protect my EVERYTHING,

I guess it was just a: YOU SAID eh?

Just because of one single word,

I believed.

Now, I won't ever believe you again =)

Have a happy life with the new her,

The cute nice warm girl that you've always liked =)

I'm going to find one guy like a 100 times better than you <3 p="p">

Hmph!

Good ridance and....

GOOD BYE <3 br="br">

 

Idol-Midorima Shintaro!!

OMG!!

Ever since watching Kuroko no Basuke...

I found the favorite character in that anime!!

Midorima Shintaro!!

Kyaa~~

Spectacles, tall, hansome and...

Plays basketball!

Whoopie!

If anime guys were real...

Girls would go crazy for them! (including me xD)

Geez!!

They're just too perfect!!

Anime is always the best!!

Kuroko no Basuke please have season 2!!!

Midorima-kun!!

Argh!! 

Handsome lah!! xD

My Idol....

Midorima Shintaro xDD

Ignore my crazy-ness please xDD

Oyasumi!!

Noobie Mood =.=

Ugh!

I don't know why,

But I'm reluctant to attend the 13.11.2012 event!

I don't wanna attend it!

I don't wanna!!

I've had enough of this!

What if I attend it?

Nothing is going to change at all!

I'll still be the only girl who's always being forgotten!

I'll still be the person who people laugh and mock!

So why should I attend it?

Because of the together-ness that people want to see?

Or is it because of the wishes that people need me to accomplish?

I won't repeat the same mistake again,

Not this time.

I won't let myself get hurt,

Even if I do attend it,

What do I get?

I'll just be thrown aside like an old toy nobody wants!

I'm not a very important person,

I get it,

So why can't I have the chance to protect myself?

If I'm not allowed to protect myself,

Who will protect me then?

I can't drag anyone in with me on this quest to protect my pride,

I can't give in to anything I wish to,

Because I'm the only one who's going to protect this pride,

I can't drag anyone along with me,

I won't allow this pride of mine to be scratched again,

I can't afford it =')

I'm sorry but I just can't ford the price needed,

I'm not going,

And it's final,

I'm Sorry =)

I Wanna Type In Chinese!!

Walao eh!!

How to make the language tab exist in Windows 7!!

Oh this is troublesome =.=

I miss typing in Mandarin so much T^T

I miss it

How do I install it anyway!

Ugh!

Why didn't the guy who fixed my computer install it for me T^T

Why!!

OMG!

Some words are best expressed in Mandarin!

But sadly....

My computer doesn't have Mandarin in it -.-

Sad case T^T

Anyway....

I hope to install this function as fast as possible!!

Haihz!!

Mandarin come back to me!! <3 br="br">

Yeah Success!!

Oh yeah!!

My "dia dia" plan succeeded!

Buahaha!!

I'd never think that I could make someone give in so easily!!

Well...

My plan is going smoothly!

I've made some agreements on the other side as well!!

Tehehehee!!

Success all the way to me I hope?

Buahaha!!

My target for next years clothing code:

Cute Japanese style!

Nyan!!

I will save money in order to get such clothes xDD

Wish me luck =P

And...

I'm keeping my hair long!

If it doesn't go out of control too much =)

Wish me luck in everything =P

Sot Pluk Me =.=

Adui!

Why did I have to be so fierce!!

Oh no.....

This time it's my fault isn't it?

Obviously!

Aih!

I'm sorry T^T

Forgive Me T^T

Haih!

Sorry =)

Hopefully I can get one more chance =)

ForGive Me? <3 br="br">

Girls Day Out...MC4 Gangnam Style 22/8/12!

22/8/2012!!

Historical event for us MC4 members!

Our trip to Sunway Pyramids!!

OK....Start the story!

Went to Pei Chee's shop to gather,

2nd waited for Wei Yee's dad to fetch us 

3rd fetched Yit Mun!

OK...

Our little secret =P

Reached Sunway at about 11.45am,

Hungry!!

Went to Hot N Roll for our little snack =P

Next stop...toilet xD

Self shot by Yit Mun in the toilet xP

Next...Asian Avenue!

Stopped at many many stops there =P

After that...Chatime!!

Passion Fruit QQ!!

Nice drink and so so so refreshing =D

Next....Popular I think?

After that...LUNCH!!

Pasta Zanmai!

Wasted RM46.40 just for 2 plates of pasta!

So fancy, so expensive and yet so delicious =P

After lunch..

Asian Avenue again =P

After that...rest!!

I forgot when we went to Mini Toons :D

Bought a new dust plug and ear plug!

And a novel from Popular Bookstore!!

It was a gamble for the ending =P

Love it though!

Hehe!

Mcflurry time!

Omg =.=

Fat fat fat!!

Played at Sinma xD

The spectacles!!

I will buy you guys at the end of the year =P

Arcade with The House of The Dead 2 =)

Loved that!

Picture with a sad looking orang utan =P

It looked like me and Wei Yee did something bad to it XD

Skip skip____

After the arcade we walked around many places =P

Too many things lah!!!

Skip skip!! =P

During the ride home...

We discussed about what we would do during our year end shopping =)

Funny!!

I think that's about it =D

More coming up on 12/12/12 =)

Buai Buai =)

Exam Life..Day 1 =)

Woots!

1st day of exam passed nicely!

Not much problems in maths (hopefully)

Just a little obstacle in Chemistry!

Never mind that already!

Care about tomorrow's subjects!

Physics...haven't touch anything

English...not much to worry

History...never touch anything yet =.=

Will the A+ still be in my hand?

Usually even if I don't finish reading it,

I always get the A+,

I'm really unsure about the answers but I still get a A+

Pure luck =.=

Work more please dear myself!!

Work harder Carmen Chong!!

Exam Is Coming Soon...Sienz!

I hate exams lah!!

Every time it comes near me =.=

I absolutely hate it!

Exam exam exam =.=

Haih!

I have no confident at all in my Add Maths!

OMG!

Someone tell me what to do please T^T

REVISION!!

I must turn on my revision mood already!!

Fighto! 

I will work hard for this exam!

Hmph!

Classmates who look down on me....

You better watch out!

I'll cut all of you!

Sejarah...100%!!

Shopping For Pocky!

Oh yeah!

Shopped for my lovely Pocky biscuits >___<

I love them so much xP

Hehe!!

Going to save money to buy a wig,

Long straight one and brown coloured xD

If it's a little wavy never mind =P

And after that...

RILAKKUMA!

On someone's request that I should own one,

I don't know what is the purpose of that emotionless bear xD

But I think it's better than Hello Kitty -3-

Save money then!

New earplugs, wig and a emotionless teddy bear (Rilakkuma) xD

Wish me luck!

Fighto!!

Save money for my shopping list <3

 Anyway,

Why in the world did you hello so many times on the phone??

Adui -3-

I can hear you clearly lah my dear T^T

 Never mind =D

Lucky you that I wasn't sleepy that day xD

If not...

Bad Mood coming xD

Hehe!

That's all larh xD

Bye Bye__<3

MeiXiangDao xD

I never thought I would actually use Hello Kitty as my blogger background!

MaiGod!

Never in my life would I do that until a few days ago xD

Adui!

Am I becoming more girly?!

Well at least it's a small improvement!

Hehe!!

Good job to me =P

Next year's clothing code:

Young and lady like (hopefully) xD

That's all I guess?

Tatas!

22/7/2012! My Birthday!

Yipee!!

Celebrated my birthday by going out!

1st stop: Jusco buying vegetables and grocery!

2nd stop: Lunch at Room 18!

3rd stop: Movie at GSC cinema! (The Avengers)

4th stop: Taking my delicious cake from Secret Recipe!

5th stop: Home, getting ready to go out for dinner!

6th stop: Dinner at Da Tuan Yuan restaurant, Klang!

7th stop: Home again to cut and eat my cake!!

 Yipee!

But at the cinema....

NO MORE LENG ZAI WORKING THERE ALREADY!!

Sad!!

Oh no...

Meaning no more leng zai spotting?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

My birthday wishes from friends didn't come true!

Many many leng zai not there!!

Anyways,

I did get some money from my grandpa!

Hehe!!

Happy 16th Birthday to me :)