Noobie Mood =.=

Ugh!

I don't know why,

But I'm reluctant to attend the 13.11.2012 event!

I don't wanna attend it!

I don't wanna!!

I've had enough of this!

What if I attend it?

Nothing is going to change at all!

I'll still be the only girl who's always being forgotten!

I'll still be the person who people laugh and mock!

So why should I attend it?

Because of the together-ness that people want to see?

Or is it because of the wishes that people need me to accomplish?

I won't repeat the same mistake again,

Not this time.

I won't let myself get hurt,

Even if I do attend it,

What do I get?

I'll just be thrown aside like an old toy nobody wants!

I'm not a very important person,

I get it,

So why can't I have the chance to protect myself?

If I'm not allowed to protect myself,

Who will protect me then?

I can't drag anyone in with me on this quest to protect my pride,

I can't give in to anything I wish to,

Because I'm the only one who's going to protect this pride,

I can't drag anyone along with me,

I won't allow this pride of mine to be scratched again,

I can't afford it =')

I'm sorry but I just can't ford the price needed,

I'm not going,

And it's final,

I'm Sorry =)