I Just Can't Do This Anymore

It's been awhile since I had time to update the beloved blog,

So...

I'm updating it today! 

Let's Start!

Today was a little emo day for me, I didn't show it though!

Why?

I don't know either!

But I have this feeling that I can't keep it together anymore.

Keeping it in for 5 years,

Why can't I like rest for a year?

I'm fed up, tired and bored over all of this.

There is no so called "forever" in anything.

And if any of you insist that I tolerate with this for any longer,

I'm going to crack!

Don't ask me why, don't ask me when.

I hate it when people ask me, why do you say/think so?

Why?

I'm too freaking fed up to tell it!

虽然说开心是一天，伤心也是一天但我就是办不到，也放不开。

我没有那样的宽容度，我真的没有。

不管我怎么努力，怎么开始我始终还是没办法做到。

也许学业上我可以不停的努力然后得到成功，

但人际关系我却没办法那样，不管我怎么尝试，我都是不行的。

我不知道我到底是个怎样的人。

都已经忍了那么久，可不可以就让我爆发一天？

逼着自己忍，忍，忍，到后来我得到的是什么？

到最后，在后面看着自己的还是自己。

有没有想过我也只是普通人一个，我也需要休息，需要时间。

但你们从来不知道，只是会说，看开点。

看得开有什么用？看得开就会没事了吗？

看得开我的烦恼就会走开?

Don't be kidding me.

I've tried and I've tried. It's pointless.

A classmate who is refused by the class, is not suited to be in that class.

I'm the one who's being refused and unwanted.

Typical, I get it a lot.

So what's the use if I try?

A reject will always be a reject, whether you like it or not.

Stressed out and fed up!

-.-

What's the use even when I try?

No one is going to care, no one.

Tired and fed up.

Enough, enough.