Give Me......=')

Hello xD

I'm living happily here xP

In my own world without a.....BF!!!

Jiang Jiang Jiang!!!

Eventhough my life is a little cold without a a BF,

But I can still live, right?

Hehe~

I'm alright though xP

But I'm kind of jealous seeing people so warm and sweet xD

What is this anyway?

I was never the person who cares about this before.

Am I starting to get a little more sensitive?

Haha!

Nonsense xD

But...

The more I try to convince myself,

The more I know I can't overcome a certain feeling...

I can never describe that emptiness inside o.O

I don't need anything complicated,

I just want someone to be there when I cry,

I want someone to listen to me,

Even if my words are ridiculous and mostly nonsense,

I want someone who cares and asks when I'm ok,

I want someone to know how I really am =')

I'm not arrogant,

I'm just afraid to let my true image fall out.

I'm not heartless,

I'm just afraid to let anyone see my tears.

I can't always stand up after a hit everytime,

Sometimes I fall and fall and fall,

But I stand up again by myself.

Now,

I want someone to pull me up when I fall,

Because...

I can't let it go on =')

I can never always say:

Hey! I'm alone, but it's ok.

No,

It's not ok =')

I try to smile even in the lowest situations,

But now I realise,

I can't put on that mask I use to put on =')

It just doesn't work anymore ='(

I can't even hold myself anymore!

I just want to cry once,

But not alone,

I want someone to comfort me when I cry.

以前，

逞强总是我的专长。

现在，

我连克制自己的情绪都困难了。

可能自己的心理已经开始崩溃了吧？

我连自己想要什么都不知道了。

以前，

我很清楚地了解自己想要的东西。

如今，

我连自己想要的都说不出口。

我最近怎么了？

开始想念以前我和他的生活吗？

我真的不知道，

我知道的是。。。

他永远不会属于我。

对不起，我又想起你了。

我会哭，

是因为我还没放下你，

这些你又知道吗？

我的话，

你听见了吗？

我的部落格，

你又看见了吗？

看见了，

就不要关掉，

继续看下去。

虽然说我的态度很烂，

我很固执，野蛮，骄纵，

但是你都勉强忍下来了。

谢谢你，

我后悔了。

是的，

我开始知道什么是失去了才懂得珍惜。

我并不要求你马上回来，

我只想要你给我一点点的安慰。

这样可以吗？

By: Carmen Chong =)