Hello xD
I'm living happily here xP
In my own world without a.....BF!!!
Jiang Jiang Jiang!!!
Eventhough my life is a little cold without a a BF,
But I can still live, right?
Hehe~
I'm alright though xP
But I'm kind of jealous seeing people so warm and sweet xD
What is this anyway?
I was never the person who cares about this before.
Am I starting to get a little more sensitive?
Haha!
Nonsense xD
But...
The more I try to convince myself,
The more I know I can't overcome a certain feeling...
I can never describe that emptiness inside o.O
I don't need anything complicated,
I just want someone to be there when I cry,
I want someone to listen to me,
Even if my words are ridiculous and mostly nonsense,
I want someone who cares and asks when I'm ok,
I want someone to know how I really am =')
I'm not arrogant,
I'm just afraid to let my true image fall out.
I'm not heartless,
I'm just afraid to let anyone see my tears.
I can't always stand up after a hit everytime,
Sometimes I fall and fall and fall,
But I stand up again by myself.
Now,
I want someone to pull me up when I fall,
Because...
I can't let it go on =')
I can never always say:
Hey! I'm alone, but it's ok.
No,
It's not ok =')
I try to smile even in the lowest situations,
But now I realise,
I can't put on that mask I use to put on =')
It just doesn't work anymore ='(
I can't even hold myself anymore!
I just want to cry once,
But not alone,
I want someone to comfort me when I cry.
以前，
逞强总是我的专长。
现在，
我连克制自己的情绪都困难了。
可能自己的心理已经开始崩溃了吧？
我连自己想要什么都不知道了。
以前，
我很清楚地了解自己想要的东西。
如今，
我连自己想要的都说不出口。
我最近怎么了？
开始想念以前我和他的生活吗？
我真的不知道，
我知道的是。。。
他永远不会属于我。
对不起，我又想起你了。
我会哭，
是因为我还没放下你，
这些你又知道吗？
我的话，
你听见了吗？
我的部落格，
你又看见了吗？
看见了，
就不要关掉，
继续看下去。
虽然说我的态度很烂，
我很固执，野蛮，骄纵，
但是你都勉强忍下来了。
谢谢你，
我后悔了。
是的，
我开始知道什么是失去了才懂得珍惜。
我并不要求你马上回来，
我只想要你给我一点点的安慰。
这样可以吗？
By: Carmen Chong =)
