Everyday It's The Same =....=

Is my life going to end without any meaning?

Or is it just a beginning towards a better future?

Dammit =.....=

I don't want any continous, uncontrolable crying anymore!!

Yeah!

I cried in the movie room?

So what?

I cried again at home?

So what?

I just cannot stand my life anymore!!!

Lifeless after PMR =....=

I just want a MEANINGFUL life!!

Dammit!!

Why does this has to end this way?

I even have to hug my pillow tightly when I'm crying!!

Argh =....=

I hate my life sometimes!!

I don't know how to control emotions,

And I don't care to!

I'm not changing for those who DON'T APPRECIATE me!!

Peace Out!!

PS:Not reffering to anybody in this term