三年：有谁知道我的心情吗？

已经快要三年了，

到了现在这种时候，

还有谁懂得我的心情吗？

这样的话，

我不是应该问问自己吗？

我，

为了自己做过什么呢？

我到底想怎样我都已经不知道了~

我承认，到现在，

我都还想不清楚我到底想怎样！

对自己喜欢的东西也好，

人也好，

我都不知道了~

I feel INSECURE when relationships drift apart.

I feel EMPTINESS when NOTHING is with me.

I cannot INSURE myself what I really WANT.

But...

I can sense that SOMETHING is about to END.

Everything comes to an END one day.

I cannot describe my feelings of CONFUSION and INSECURITY.

It just COMES and GOES like the winds.

Sometimes I'm happy,

And sometimes I'm just not!

I cannot believe after 3 LONG YEARS,

I'm still waiting for that thing to happen!

What has gotten into me?

I told myself:

Never to think about it again!

And yet....I'm thinking about it!

=.....=

Personally,

I hate this condition!

I can't do ANYTHING!

Express myself people tend to say,

But how can I?

I know how it feels like to be me!

Painful and yet I have to act!

As if people's teasing are just merely JOKES!

I take those SERIOUSLY!

I cannot bear talking about myself!

My PERSONAL matters perhaps...

I can never know until I TRY,

But...forget it =)

It has already passed!

I cannot change the PAST,

Nor can I determine my FUTURE!

船到桥头自然直，

顺其自然就好了~

当然，

我也会努力找到自己想要的东西，

我办得到！