2days' me so not in the mood for anything.
Cuz..
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Maybe...
I am 2 sensitive? Or is it just pure sadness?
Ok~maybe its just my feelings which are..
So...so...so...angry? confused?
Ok.
Whatever =='' Just forget what I am saying now
I just hope that everything will turn out just right 2morrow
Just hope nothing happens to me on 2morrow==
2day,
Opening my mouth was really,really hard!
I dont normally do that...But,
2day is an exception!
I don't know why~
I have this dumb feeling about being forgotten~
Bummer ><
Maybe I am getting forgotten
I'm...old stuff?
Perhaps its time for...REVOLUTION!
Honestly,
I don't mean 2 hurt anyone or judge about anyone.
Its just...complicated.
Feelings are complicated [my feelings]
I got this weird thinking 2day,
Thinking that friends are totally...TRASH!
Which are not even worth it.
[No offense,I really do think so]
Sometimes you're just good with me.
But sometimes...
You guys ignored me?
[Not really ignore though]
I just want some peace and quiet for 1 day
Don't want anyone asking me stupid things,
Doing boring things,and wasting my study time==
I'm just really tired >.<''
Tired of answering the questions you guys are asking.
It makes me think that you guys are using me as a TOOL!
A DICTIONARY!!
I'm sick of it!
I don't think you guys treat me as a friend.
Sometimes you guys are the best.
Sometimes you guys are like trash!
From the first day I set foot into the classroom,
I knew that everything will change.
I knew that 1 day,you guys will just leave me 2 die~
[Don't say it wont happen!]
And if any of you guys see this,
And ask if is it true,
Let me tell you...
It is TRUE!!
I am so tired right now,
I could just dissappear.
I hoped that I could just dissappear from that class
I really...want to get away from all this.
I can't even find a suitable topic 2 chat with you guys!
I'm just a pathetic,useless person!
I depend on people too much.
It's time I took my own steps!
Asking for help from you guys are just like...
Asking a clam 2 open its shell.
You guys float around in your own world,
I float in mine!
So what if u guys hated me?
I don't care! Hate,hate away!
Hate me?
Get out of my life c2ps
I am sick of all this!
I've had enough!
Enough I tell you!
If anyone of you sees this and wants me 2 explain every detail,
You can just forget it!
I think getting away from 4 of you is the best decision I ever made
[For 2day]
I don't even understand you guys anymore.
Are you guys avoiding me?
I am not social material.
I just get "attention" from other people.
But you guys,
Let me so dissappointed 2day.
When "she" was unhappy, you guys did everything you could 2 cheer her up.
When I'm unhappy,
You guys dumped me!
Everything is about her,
Isn't it?
She's better than me a 100 times.
So,
Why should you guys stick aroud me?
Go stick to her butt and lick it for her!
Maybe you guys think...
I don't need any cheering up
Or even any consolation?
Yes! You were right!
I don't need theese useless stuff!
I'll get better,eventually~
No offense guys,
But this is what I think!
I can't stand it without complaning!
Argh!
Last but not least,
I have something 2 say...
I HATE YOU!
现在,我的心理,充满了怨恨,怒气还有绝望!
ReplyDelete一直以来,
我都只是一个道具。。。
唉~
谁叫我自己这么笨?
被人家利用了,
却毫无知觉