Stop Thinking About It!

最近几天我觉得自己越来越心疼了。

有时候真的想在课室挖一个洞然后自己跳进去藏起来！

真的觉得自己很没用，连地位都保不住。

竟然让一群人操控一切，为我定下一切。

我们只是同学，你们有什么资格来那样对待我？

一路以来我都默默地忍耐，相信一切会平淡的过去。

但是前天你们让我改观了。

我其实没有学业上的压力，我有的是心理压力你们知道吗？

不、你们不知道。

直到有一天我突然沉默了你们才问问我到底怎么了？

为什么要不理“她”？

你们每次都这样我的头发迟早就变整头白发了懂不懂？

有时候我觉得自己累了，想要休息但却没办法休息。

说了我也很累。不想再理会了。

累了就自动会休息.

I'm tired you know?

If I have to keep this up everytime, I think I'm gonna explode!

Forcing every thing into a corner in my heart. 

It hurts you know -.-

I swear I'll bite some one's head off if I'm extremely pissed off.

I'm so so so so so tired with this.

Can't I just get the same treatment?

Geez!

Fine, if I can't get it, I'll just have to work on it!

Sheesh!

A few more months then I'll be away from all of you!

Yeah!

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无聊过渡才写的东东~不过今天正式来更新了哦！

最近好像没有发生什么特别高兴/不高兴的事情咯。

我发现我和麻吉的关系越来越好了，我们无所不聊，无所不谈。

我们会这样可能就是因为我们拥有同样的问题还有同样的顾虑吧？

麻吉就是麻吉，我不说她也知道我的心情。

应该是这样啦，我们两人无论在什么状况当中都有很多相似的地方。

例如爱情，有情，学业还有学校里的社团。

我们两人算是五个人当中聊得最投缘的两个人吧？

我们每次见面都会聊很多，聊到45分钟也还会继续聊。

如果有一天我去她家过夜，我看到了12点我们都还不舍得去睡觉呢！

朋友就是这样，好就是好，不好就是不好。

我觉得你是最了解我的一位朋友。

你知道我很矛盾却又很好胜，

你知道自从我进入了中学我从开心变得伤心，从伤心变得失望。

你知道我对爱情只是三分钟热度，从来不认真。

也许就是因为受过伤害才会让彼此变得如此的了解对方。

最近你很少和我们一起下课了，当上了巡查员会不会很好玩？

你在巡查员哪里看起来很快乐，很开朗。

或许让你少点接触她们会好一些些吧。

你自从进入了某个社团就从快乐变成气愤，从气愤变得爱理不理。

我知道，每个人都把你当透明的感觉，我知道。

这种感觉我比谁都还要清楚。

算了，别提了！

到我的案件了~哈哈！

哦，还有！以上只是纯粹我对你的看法，绝对没有歪念，别想太多~

我最近为了很多要上台致词的东西搞得很兴奋。

我也有被同学要求去和她们到校外比赛。

我真的很兴奋~可是，她的一个举动就让我彻底的失望了。

她，把我忘了。

可能是因为我没有像另外一位人气王同学派柑子给她吧？

就因为一粒柑子所以这位同学才会跟我作对？

对，我就是不喜欢派柑子，送礼物。

那又如何？

我信任你，我尊重你，可是你给我的是什么？

你是不是想看我消失了你才开心？那好啊！

你叫她，人气王同学和你一起出外比赛，我不比了！

一次是这样两次也是这样！

Fed Up!

我真的不想要在理会，我真的真的累了你明不明白？

你懂得什么叫累吗？

你不懂我懂！

那就麻烦你找她和你一起去，我不想去了！

看得太透，懂得太多，你就会变成世界的孤儿

这句我很认同。

就因为我懂得太多所以我才会变得那么的不开心。

算了，今天就到此为止。

Holiday Is Ending! I Miss Holidays!

Almost 1 week I didn't update this place xDD

Well start updating before I have no time larh xD

From the 1st to the 7th day of CNY I went round and round to places n etc xD

Shop till I drop, walk till I drop xD

Went to see my mum's mom, a.k.a my grandmother xD

Quite fun actually~

Erm...my cousins and aunts made trips to China and Taiwan,

So...most of the time, I and my parents went touring at the malls in Sabah!

I ate from the 1st day to the 6th day~

I was so sad as there was no crab in my tummy because they were all out! T^T

Sobs~

I even bought a dress that actually cost rm300+ but the person just sold it to me for rm100++

I love it~

It doesn't make me look like a bread soaked in water a.k.a 发水面包~

I also bought a really nice T-shirt and a very cute skirt!

But my favourite thing was a pair of boots that cost RM259! 

Almost RM300!

I was so sad that I couldn't buy it but at the same time thankful I didn't buy it xD

It saved a hole in my mum's pocket!

Haih, holidays are going to end soon, I'm going to go home to Shah Alam.

Honestly, I don't wanna go back -.-

Many things there are like so....making me stress out.

If I could just throw away those stuff, I may not have a FULLY white strand of hair!

What The Fish man!

A 17 year old girl has a fully white strand of hair!

What the Hay Hay LOL!!

Anyway, I wish I never had to go back to Shah Alam, it's painful there.

Well, I have to go bacj anyways.

My Ah Ma is there, and so is my Ah Gong, and also my studies for the meantime.

If I never went back what will happen?

Hmm....bring my Ah Ma and Ah Gong to Sabah? YES!

I've never wanted to go back to Shah Alam, NEVER!

I remember all the sad things that happened when I'm there! 

STRESSED OUT!

Can't I just live a sad-free-life just like the rest of you?

-.-

CNY is a really joyful time for me as I get to eat A LOT!

Under control though~

I'm so not eating that much anymore!

On Diet Perhaps? DIET IS A MUST!

I've really wanted to run away from all of you for once, just once.

I'm tired and tired and I lack energy.

-3-

Eat and eat, sleep and played PS3~

I'm not a Ah Zai OK, I'm a girl that loves video games!

My holiday is gonna end, can't believe this -.-

Well that's all for today~

See bloggie when I have time!

CNY Is Coming To Town!

Ohoho!

Start Updating...NOW!

不知不觉已经到了2月份的第六天，

距离新年还有大约3天的时间，我收到了2位朋友亲手做的贺年卡。

我真的很感动地说！

第一次看你们写那么多，还复印我喜欢的东西放在那里！

超sweet+lam的啦！

不要误会哦，我只是把你们当做朋友看待~别自恋了~CEH!

Ermm...

你们写贺年卡的时候我的怎么都好像很伤心的样子？

可能就是因为最近实在是太放不下了才显得悲伤~

算了吧~

我没有hubby,没有老公也没有ah dear~

我有的只是非常疼爱我的家人以及非常了解我的朋友们。

没有男朋友/哈比/阿迪尔也没关系啦！

重点是我有一班肯陪我笑陪我闹的朋友！

贺年卡的心意，我都受到了，谢谢你们ha!

The best card is of course from my Machi, Yuki!

OMG!

Love it so so much!

Especially the one pic ture that you paste there! (Aomine's one lah!)

So touched!

OMFG! Totally touched!

Mokky, your card is so so so so long and so so so so so.....TOUCHING!

Actually I almost cry reading your card >.<'' (paiseh-ing)

Thanks larh both of you!

Love love love the cards!

Hopefully You Guys are happy with the cards I gave you too! (eventhough the're quite ugly)

That's all for today's update!

Vrrroom!!

Happy Chinese New Year/Happy Lunar New Year!

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